9 Jul 2013

Un-named

Alfa Golf India Lima.

Thanks for coming to my life and makes my life brighter. Thanks for take me as I am. Thanks for everything.

Live your life

I need to be frequently looked down to realize myself that what I had in my life was perfect. I (almost) got what everyone else (almost) want. I had two parents who really get along, have a grandparent who until this moment still can give me money every month and be happy in his age, had a brother who although ignorant but I know he really cared about me, and now I have a niece who is very very funny! Everytime i wanna go, my mother always found time to take me. If I were hungry, I still could order McD by delivery, every month I can still buy the magazine to see the progress outside world although it's not always what I need. And sometimes if I want, I could buy some makeup and clothes online shop which (sometimes) after I bought it, I do feel regrets.

Should I feel my life is less? Should I often angry  when my mother didn't lend her credit card and atm if I want to buy something that looks like I already have or haven't been fully I need? Should I feel jealous when my friends have the latest gadgets and I have to whine to my parents?
Should I feel sad for not being able to salon while other people haven't eaten a few days? Should I feel what I have is less when some people who have same age as my grandparents still have to work hard to feed his wife and kids?
I am not a very rich girl, my parents too, but I still can eat full everyday, I still can take a bath with a warm and clean water, I still can sleep in my soft bed and cover by a thick blanket.  I always try to remain thankful for what God has given me . I should be grateful by what I have because God can take it at any time, God can turn things around me in a flash,

I should really often look down to realize that what I want is not always what I need......